Sunday, October 3, 2010

The Start

I'm starting this blog to help myself keep my head cleared. 
It seems to be foggy a lot lately. I have a million thing running through my mind
every day from the moment I get up til the time I lay my head down on my pillow
at around 12am. My mind doesn't even stop then. It continues to go strong
dreaming things I have no control over. Most of my dreams make no sense at all
and I have no idea what they mean. I've tried dream books but my dreams, or...nightmares
are always way to unique for those stupid books. 

I dream the same scenario, but it is always slightly different. 
Different place, different guy, different outfit, different reasons.
The dream is that I am being chased. Usually by foot. 
The guy is always older and creepy looking. 
I always try to run as fast as I can go, but I feel slow motion...
like I can never go fast enough.
I always wake up before they catch me. 
It creeps me out and forever keeps me from walking on my road
or driving around to stop and take pictures.
I can't because I'm afraid of being kid-napped. 

On a lighter note...what I like to do most is take photos.
I recently got this amazing DSLR camera.
It's a Nikon D3000 and I'm in love with it! 
Here are some photos I've taken with it!

^ This is the huge pumpkin in my dad's garden...& the only pumpkin!

^This is my not-so-little-anymore kitten, Al.

^ My driveway.... I love the fall!

So those are some pictures. I have TONS more, but I won't post them all.
Since it is my favorite time of the season & month I'll be taking loads of pretty
photos of the leaves changing color and what not.

I have a few papers due in a week that i better start working on!
much love, Layla